One Woman's Quest to Lose Large and Ugly Panties Forever

I've had it with ugly panties that fit my large behind. I'm done with clothes for the large woman that just aren't as cute as the clothes I wore twenty years ago. I'm tired of wheezing as I go up the stairs. I've got sixty pounds to lose - because on my fiftieth birthday, I'm dancing naked in a thong, dammit. And it better be pretty. This little bunny rabbit is hopping me down the weight loss lane. I wanted a pair of big granny panties rolling through the grass, but I'm not computer savvy.

Saturday, February 26, 2011


Finally. FINALLY. I have broken OUT of the 190s. You should have seen me do the scale dance last night when I got up to pee at 2 AM and then decided to weigh, because hey, why not just see if the scale has changed its mind since midnight (it hadn't). But this morning, 189.4! And there was much rejoicing!

I think I'm losing a bit more than I did in the last dreadful days of the limited calorie diet, and I'm a hell of a lot happier. I started eating breakfast again, which is just a wonderful thing if you had no breakfast for forty days. FORTY DAYS of low calories. I was wandering in the desert for FORTY DAYS and then Moses appeared and led me to the land of 1000 calories and I am much happier.

Dr. T said that I have a couple of choices: 1) I can maintain my weight for six weeks and then go back on HCG and so forth again or 2) I can just keep eating this normal diet, sans many carbs for six weeks and lose slowly. The Fat Jury is still out on that. I will see if, by eating healthily but not carbily, the weight stabilizes or not. If it does, then Hello HCG at the end of March. If I keep walking nicely down the Lard Hill then perhaps I'll just keep on walking until I plateau and, if desperate, consider another forty days in the food desert.

Either way, I am just glad that the first twenty five are gone. I would like to lose at least forty more, but when I think about it, it seems overwhelming. SO, I think about getting to a thirty pound loss. Hell, it's only 4 and a half pounds from here, right? I can do that. And at that point, then I'll only need thirty five more to get to a weight of 150 or so. Does anyone else play weird math games in their head like this?

As it is, here is what I ate yesterday:
eggs for breakfast
steak (small) plus salad for lunch
scallops and spinach for dinner
a breadstick (grissini - the HCG little wimpy kind) plus a teaspoon of almond butter for snack.
Tons of water, iced tea and even coffee.

Today, I had a big breakfast of an organic chicken sausage (150 cal) and one egg (70 cal) plus half a grapefruit (who know what calories. Grapefruit was a disappointment in taste btw) and again, my grissini plus teaspoon of almond butter.

At the suggestion of a friend on here, I banned peanut butter to the back shelf (as it is a legume, not a nut) and bought almond butter (which is just lovely - it's like inviting an elegant cousin who is an art dealer in new york to come for a visit, after you just showed your cousin from oklahoma who just got out of jail the door) AND cashew butter (which is like the cousin who has lived in the middle east for the past ten years who comes to visit you and kisses you on BOTH cheeks and it's not weird or affected at all).

NOTE: I have no cousins who are art dealers in new york or have lived in the middle east. I think everyone has a cousin who has been in jail, haven't they?

Still, I will have to go light on lunch as I am headed to a party tonight and will have to drink a vat of water in order to steel myself in the face of what will be excellent booze and even better snackies. But hey, it's just food. It's not like I'll never have access to a cheesy canapé again, right? Sometimes I forget that just because I am on a major diet for what will clearly be a (life)long period of time, it's not like they will say "HEY! She's finally gone! Let's lose the recipes for everything that has ever been even potentially delicious!" Jeez.

OK, off to think about cleaning the house (NOT), making a scarf (LIKELY) and other ways to avoid writing a report.

Keep that water flowing IN and OUT!


  1. Hey, congratulations on the 180's! It's a good place to be :) For awhile, anyway!

    You are doing great. And I want to thank you for the kind words and support on my blog. I have had a rough week and I really appreciate it.

  2. Yay Granny Panties, Yay!!!! I am so happy for you, you have worked so hard! Congratulations!

  3. YEAH!!!! Love it. You are doing awesome. I just hit 180.0 today. Next week, in the 170's, I'm ready. Been a slow month of losing weight, a good month at losing inches.
    Keep up the great work.
    Take care and God Bless!!

  4. Yay YOU! what a great landmark...I can't wait to be in the 180's....seems like a million years ago when I was, shoot...seems like a million years ago when I was 150, but honestly, it wasn't...I know it's doable. When you say that all those delicious recipes you've always wanted to try disapear (damnit, how do you spell that word???) before you're able to try them, that makes me laugh..that is so me..I look at a recipe, or a sweet, or some meal and I have this battle going on inside my head..."what if I NEVER get to taste that????" like it's a frickin' tragedy... I am so silly :) Enjoy!

  5. LOVE the dessert analogy!! I'm so happy you're out of the 90s and have no doubt you'll keep plugging along!

    And thank you for the tips on the fish!

  6. How the HELL did I miss this?!?!?! GOOD JOB! OMG! AMAZING!

    I'm uber-uber proud of you...and jealous. LOL! Keep it up!!!

  7. WOW!! Good for you and your Granny Pants. Say hello to sexy undies. Thanks for you support the past few days. Appreciated your comments.


Thanks for your posts. It's the best reinforcement I can have that has no calories.